Never Really Asleep...Never Really Awake: This wind is blowing my mind

Monday, September 28, 2009

This wind is blowing my mind

I suppose this is different in a way. For the first time I'm losing a friend on MY terms...ish. And having even that tiny element of control makes this a little easier to swallow.

But the same anger is still there. Not just directed at the person in question. It's a general desperate fury. And even though this situation is different, the question is still the same.

Why? What went wrong?

Part of me is still wondering whether I made the right decision. But I really don't know where else I can go. I don't know what else to do.

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