I got nothin' to fear...
Good evening, gentlefolk.
I'm happy to report that I'm doing far better than I have been doing in recent days, thanks in part to the much-needed honest, ass-kicking love from GG2, cuddle sessions with my doggie, rave lessons from Cylon, and the La Bayaderé score.
And, as awkward and unsubtle as he may be in his poorly executed "advances," Red-Nosed Reindeer has actually said and done some things that have made me feel a bit better, or even smile. He's not a bad kid...he can actually be legitimately sweet when he really wants to. He'll make some girl who most likely isn't me feel very lucky in the near and far future.
Nobody involved in my life is a bad person, to be perfectly frank (no...not even him :-p). Of course, everyone says things and does things that they shouldn't. Nobody always knows exactly what to do in any given situation. But in most cases, just being there...listening, talking, arguing, crying, etc. is enough to make that necessary difference. That's what my friends have always done for me. I guess you know who your real friends are when you can basically spend an hour screaming at each other, and then be absolutely fine the next day because you KNOW that they're just trying to help you in whatever way they can. That isn't the sugary bullshit that you get from most of the people you interact with. It's legitimate care and love. All I can hope for is that I can be at least half of the person that each of my friends has proven him or herself to be. All I can hope (or wish haha) for is that I can give back to them what they have unconditionally and selflessly given me.
This will all be okay in the end. Because even if this most current issue falls apart in my hands, the people I have at my side will more than make up for any darkness that I may face.
I got nothin' to fear in this city.
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